Change, is anyone okay with change. Change is difficult for anyone, good or bad. We've had a lot of change in our world lately, the grownups, and the kiddos in our life.
This one has been through it, with a new brother, not living with him yet, and her momma being gone now for 3 months, and spending a lot of her time with me and her Auntie Biff.
When Max does finally come home life will not at all be the same for her. She will probably have to drop out of her day school because of the possibility of bringing home germs to Max.
She's had some bright times at school, meeting new friends, like this little guy she met at the hospital. His little sibling is in the hospital with the same thing as Max so there is a bond there. Plus the family lives in Tulsa so they may get to see each other many more times.
This little guy who knows the hospital as his norm, will very soon (probably next week) have to adapt to a whole new surrounding at his actual home with a 3 year old sister and 3 cats.
Snicklefritz has also gone through a ton of changes in her very young life. First we lost her Great-papa then her Mimi, then Max's entry into our world.
And with Min spending so much time with me, day and night, for weeks, her previous room was taken over by Min. So we had to adjust for Snicklefritz and make her own space for spending the night, a more grown up space for her. She has been so wonderful letting that happen, without grumbling, but with joy in helping with the process.
Now we are at the time where WE are retiring and the "shop" as she has known it since she was 2 years old is changing. She's actually known our offices since birth but her first 2 years were at the other location where I watched her nearly every single day of her life (minus weekends!) Since this is the last week of actual business as we've known it we have been gearing up for the auction of equipment, vehicles, tools, office supplies, etc. So moving drafting tables out and file cabinets and having bags and bags of shredding stuff and boxing up files we have to keep for a bit of time. All that kind of stuff has to go to storage. My desk as I've known it for eight years will be in the auction and we had to make a new area for desk work because even though we won't technically be in business, work will still be done with reports and stuff until tax time next year, collecting the last of the accounts receivable and paying the last of the bills, changing the names of accounts, closing accounts, so much to do. You do not realize all you have to do to shut down a 44 year old business.
This brings to the changes, for me. You see I'm yet again moving my art studio.
It has always been the plan that I would move into our office with my studio.
I've had a studio in my home for several years...
then Linda and I moved into a shared studio with artist Gil Adams, calling ourselves, Studio 3.
When the landlord rented our space out from under us we had to shift very quickly to another location where Gil left our happy threesome (maybe not so happy for him.) It was his idea for us to be in the studio space with him, but he's a guy, a guy that had a hideout from his wife, where he could go and eat ice cream late at night and watch TV without his wife knowing. We cramped his style, he was okay with the split and going his own way.
So Linda and I moved into a larger space, calling it Lemon Tree Fine Art. We've been studio partners now for over 6 years, happily. In that 6 years I have amassed a ton more art supplies, created a lot of paintings that frankly were bad and either will have to be painted over or hopefully sold (the better ones.)
So I am moving yet again, packing up tons and tons of art stuff, making trip after trip to the new space.
The new space, our old office that we are cleaning out now. The downstairs of the stone building as of next week will be the previous location of Alrac Electric and the new digs of Carla Hefley Fine Art!
Back to Snicklefritz. This is all so much change for a little girl and she's so feeling it, I'M feeling it. It's like a tornado everyday to get it all done and frankly I'm quite exhausted, physically and emotionally over all of it. I've had to change my business area and will be creating my new art, creative area all very quickly. It is a lot. Plus with Max and watching Min. I honestly can't wait for summer to get here to take a breather, rest a bit. I want to paint but frankly, I'm not sure where my paints are at this moment. They're in piles and piles of art supplies. To top off all of this, The Hubby will be in my art space a lot because it is our building and his "man cave" building is across the parking lot. Hmmmm, not sure how this is all going to work out creatively with him in my business a lot and trying to dictate how I use this new space. Saga to continue...
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