Well, the last post was certainly a rant wasn't it. Honestly, I'm feeling much better just getting that out of my head. Yesterday I went to my second visit to the podiatrist and I so love this guy. He verified that my left leg is 3cm shorter than the right leg and actually showed me the x-ray's. No doctor so far has done that. He put a lift in my show the last time I was there and this time increased it a bit more. I now need to find some better shoes that fit higher on my ankle so that I don't turn my ankle. I HATE shoe shopping and I honestly hate shoes, being barefoot most of my younger days, but that is all a thing of the past. I can hardly be in the shower barefoot because of the discrepancy in my stance. It's incredibly hard on my back and my balance is wonky. He also verified that I indeed need to get my hip replaced sooner than later because it could collapse. So my main objective this next month is to sign up for Medicare and find another doctor that is willing to do the hip replacement, even though I am scared to death to do it. I just need to have a better quality of life. He also said I need to have the knee done too and that my case is a special one because of my right knee and left hip discrepancy. It may be a bit more and I will probably end up shorter in the long run. RATS! The good news is that I'm actually down 2 pounds since the last time I saw him!!! And my blood pressure is back to normal. For some reason when I saw him 2 weeks ago it was pretty high and it has not done that in several years. Kind of scared me a bit. So, I have got a lot to focus on and get ready to possibly have parts replaced.
Thanks for reading (listening) my friends as I continue this life journey. Just being able to dump here helps me carry on with my life in my constant journey to find the happy that sometimes hides from me. A little bit of spring this week, seeing buds on trees and the trees looking a bit fuzzy with a tad of green is helping. Although today is yucky, gloomy, extremely windy and has the feel of winter I will ignore that and have my massage today, read a bit and just relax. I thought about going to the studio but I've been there for several days now and I need to let my project dry a bit. Definitely a day at home.