Good Monday morning to one and all. This early morning I awoke when little Clayton decided to tromp on my bladder filled belly. His was full too and it was time for his breakfast, before 5 am! Finally, I moved my feet to the floor and the bathroom to empty and put on the work out clothes. I really, really didn't want to workout but I must. Sometimes it is such a struggle to make my mind do what I know is good for me. Really, if I didn't work out like I have been for several years now I would still be nearly 300 pounds and unable to walk or breathe. I know I don't look like I've lost much but trust me I have. It is such a battle in myself, daily to not eat stuff I know is not good for me. This morning as I was driving home after a 2 mile walk on the treadmill I passed the Daylight Donut shop and remembered fondly the taste and smell of a freshly baked Daylight Donut. I also remember that I will probably never taste that again and really after sweating this morning I know I don't want to. I must continue on my quest to be healthier. I love food, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE FOOD! I have changed my eating habits so much in the past few years but not enough that the rest of the weight is falling off but I will continue on the path I have chosen, slow may it be.
Don't get me wrong. I may try to not eat the donuts but it will be a struggle. A battle I will fight for the rest of my life. I was tiny in high school, a size 1 or 3 but I also did not eat. I lived on Dr. Pepper. Not healthy. Now I have given up diet pop, fried foods, chips, etc...you know the drill, but that is not to say that I don't have them occasionally. It is just that I don't condemn myself if I do. The donuts would be real easy if one of the salesmen that call at the office would not bring them in to tease me. That is hard and I don't always win that battle. Walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk.....
7 comments:
Congratulations! I'm mightily impressed! Your before and after photos are stunning.
Popped over from Sarah's blog (Brit Gal in the USA).... you go girl! You look fantastic, and YES I CAN tell that you've lost weight - a huge difference in your before and after photos. How mean of that salesman to tempt you like that. Grrrrr.
Kudos to you, and have a great week! :)
Ok I popped over from Tender Graces and was lured by the word donut...I too am a food lover. Weigh too much and feel it. I too have began to workout and resist eating things I shouldn't. I looked at the pic you posted and thought she is writing about a friend. I didn't know it was the same person until I finished reading the blog. You are doing fabulous keep celebrating that. It shows not just in the chin but cheeks too and I am sure over your whole body. You inspire me!!!
you look amazing! nuff said!!!
You look amazing and I am VERY impressed! I'm starting over again after losing 190 a few years ago and then putting it back on. Nothing I indulged in was worth the price that I am paying today but it is so hard to recognize that in the moment!
you look fantastic - it is quite a transformation - don't sell yourself short..I have a big weakness for all things "carb related" - I know it is difficult to resist the urge...
What can I add but wow. You have inspired me to keep going on my diet. I've got no choice in losing weight. I am setting at a high heart attack risk now. You look great. =)
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