Embarrassed and Ashamed

I am embarrassed.  Embarrassed by what we have done.  I am embarrassed to be an AMERICAN and that is what I am.  I saw a quick interview yesterday on Insta where an AMERICAN of Asian descent was having a meal with this numbnut white idiot, no I'm not going to hold my tongue.  This numbnut started talking about why he voted for OrangeMan and the deporting the "illegals" and anyone of color, or different ethnicity!  He voted for IT because he wants to hold on to the white race, his people.  THIS PEOPLE is what is all about.  The Christian Right and the abortion crap was all a smoke screen for the real truth of what is happening.  We will white wash what this country was really founded for, FREEDOM OF SPEECH, FREEDOM OF PERSECUTION OF RELIGION!   What the hell have we started.  You had better start teaching your children and your grandchildren the REAL history of what this country was founded on because it will wiped clean from all history books, in fact they will probably destroy every history book out there that shows the REAL history we were founded on.  I will NOT be forced to pray, to worship, to follow the perfect WHITE RACE.  That is preposterous.  I can not get my mind off what has happened to this country, a country I love and now am ashamed.  I used to cry when the National Anthem was sung, when we said the Pledge of Allegiance.  

These are the ORIGINAL words:

"I pledge allegiance to my Flag and the Republic for which it stands, one nation, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all."

And on the Statue of Liberty, the plaque says: 

"Give me your tired, your poor, Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, The wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me, I lift my lamp beside the golden door! The Statue of Liberty-Ellis Island Foundation, Inc."

How do we forget what this country was built on.  Why are we FORCING children to learn a "CHRISTIAN" religion when this country is based on multiple religions, not just one.  This is cult stuff people and you FELL for it hard.  You have been sucked in the to the ultimate death of this country and what is has always stood for.  You will KILL many women, girls and yes BABIES by you vote on Tuesday.  I am ashamed and embarrassed and overwrought with anger and despair of all of this.  It is all I can do to be civil to some people.  I am so dreading Thanksgiving because we have a nephew that spews this SHIT all over his FB page and it's all I can do to not take him to task.  He is STUPID, flat out stupid in everything he is posting and I know he will open his big fat mouth and spout this shit off at T-day and I will NOT be able to keep quiet.  I don't want to go, do not, do not, do not! I can't wait until his daughter has to register her periods with the government.  What happens when and if she has problems with a pregnancy and may die.  What happens dude...I am so overwhelmed with sorrow and anger it's all I can do to be civil to anyone right now.