Tuesday, October 29, 2024
Sketching, Surgery and FOOD
Monday, October 21, 2024
Sketching, Food, and Life
Monday, October 07, 2024
Construction, Art and Holiday Woes
Monday, September 30, 2024
Reunion-Palooza
WHEW, reunion-palooza is done. Four days of partying and fun and I am toast. It started with a meeting last week to make sure all the "T's" were crossed and the "I's" were dotted. All along Roger had been wanting to have a kind of pre-party at his house WAY out in the country. So we ventured there and it was such fun. He did a BBQ and there were many classmates in attendance. His place is just beautiful. I had never been that far out in my life, or that I remember. That was Thursday night. Then Friday it was pizza night at the hotel and we arrived with many already there. Oh gosh I could hardly sit down at the name tag table that I had to keep jumping up and hugging everyone. We had the worst pizza ever but no one cared, they just had fun visiting, laughing and looking at yearbooks.
Then Saturday was our big event at a convention room in the hotel with heavy appetizers. We had arrived earlier in the day for dressing the room up and it looked great. We also had a DJ, which The Hubby could not understand why we didn't have a dance floor. For one, the room we had was not big enough for a dance floor. Second, we've done that before and all of 4 people danced, not worth the money. All we wanted to do was chat and visit and reminisce the memories of days gone by. We had so many that had never been to a reunion and some who didn't graduate with us, moving or dropping out. That didn't matter one whit, we embraced everyone and had the absolute best time. I'm telling you though I was so tired and my feet so sore I could hardly put one foot in front of the other and my face hurt from smiling, my ears were ringing from all the chatter and music. I actually walked 2,500 steps in that room alone. When I went to bed my toes kept cramping most of the night.
Sunday it was up again and out the door to the brunch at a local bar and grill (not my choice on the committee). We've met there several times but it is a smoking bar and I was not happy about that. But, you know we had about 30 that showed up. They were on their own dime there. I was so dead tired when I left to head home. I/we were supposed to go to Min's 5th birthday party at the Pumpkin Patch but the thought of more noise, kid noise and more walking, I just couldn't do it. She's coming over tomorrow and I will give her birthday present to her then and to Snicklefritz. Their birthdays are a day apart. Snicklefritz's is tomorrow and Min's the next day. They're all coming over for pizza, vegan pizza, salad and I'll put a bow on a cup of Oreo's for them. Min I have a couple of gifts and Snicklefritz I'm taking her shopping in the next few weeks. Anyway, I headed home and sat in my chair, kicked back the foot rest and slept hard for over three hours. I was TOAST!
Today I spent the morning updating the address list and totaling up the numbers. I wanted to see how many we had and I kept having people asking me. Good Grief! Then I needed to send out a few emails to some classmates to write letters for Roger. His name has been pitched for him to be a Great Graduate (they do this here). I honestly don't know much about his childhood but others do so those I tapped out. I know him more working on this reunion and his older years. I'll write a letter too. We're going to make sure this happens. He is a great guy, who has an absolute passion for these reunions, our fellow classmates that is unmatched.
Okay, I'm out. Still trying to play catchup with my brain and rest.
Oh, and one of my classmates was so in awe of my hair she had to take a picture of it. LOL!
Wednesday, September 25, 2024
Pinecones & Memories
There’s not many places in BA that are still standing from my life. All the houses I ever lived in are gone. My high school is gone, my elementary is still there, but renamed. Sometimes I feel erased from my hometown, but the memories are still very strong and the love for the once small town I grew up in will remain forever. I miss that pine tree. It has been erased but not from my memory.
Monday, September 23, 2024
Anxious Nelly
Good morning. Surprise, surprise, two days in a row I'm here. I'm still riding high on getting in that show in NYC and now I have to deal with the details, which for some reason makes me nervous. I printed out the details on shipping, dates, etc., and that's a whole different kind of mess. I've done it before, I can do it. You have to deal with shippers, which in the past have been grumpy old men (the receiving end) but they get the job done. I have special boxes I have to send out through FedX, they're padded and very strong. It's just a process and I need to be on my game to make it all happen. I'm sure I will not be going to the show but who knows, right!
Honestly, sitting here just thinking about it, typing it all out, I have a desire to FLEE from all of it, just not send in the paintings. You know that's a pattern for me to run from stuff like this. In high school, senior year, I tried out for talent show, Pow Wow (not called that anymore for obvious reasons.) I practiced and practiced with my friend Becky playing the piano for me. I sang Barbra Streisand's "People", and I was good, I knew it I felt it. I started out shaky and too soft but I got louder. I was ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED doing it. I knew people that were quite popular and talented were watching me, listening to me and it was the biggest thing I had EVER done in my life. I didn't even want to stand on the stage, preferring to stand by the piano down below on seat level, next to Becky, my comfort zone. I'm telling you I remember reading the lyrics off of the piano book because I knew I would not be able to remember them in front of everyone. But I did it. Funny thing though, swinging back around to my point, is that I got in that show, I made it, but I never NEVER went to practice to be in it. It was all I could do to stand up there and sing in front of those few people. It has taken a lifetime to break out of that cocoon I built around myself, I'm a much different person now, sort of. I've stood up in front of people and spoken, I've even done Karaoke before (a little liquid courage on board), but I've done it, I've overcome that shy, introverted girl, mostly. This shipping stuff seems to bring that stuff up sometimes. Makes my tummy flutter and me to take a lot of cleansing breaths.
Oh by the way, down 5 pounds as of this morning. It's been 7 days since I was in my doctors office, 6 days of watching the carby thing, 5 pounds down. It will probably fall off pretty quick in the beginning, enough to help with the next blood test, I hope. The Hubby asked this morning if I was going to tackle the pharmacy and insurance to get that damn pill. Pisses me off, really does. I told him I really thought I could do this on my own. I just hate to take a pill for stuff and you just don't know what the long term effects are going to be. He promptly said, "Well, you've not been able to do it before, you need to do something." I AM YOU JERK! For GOD'S SAKE, I have given up bread, potatoes, pasta, DRINKING, fast food. I'm eating giant salads for lunch, this morning I ate egg bites (7 carbs-vs-my protein bars of 38 carbs). I'm going to make my own. I'm cooking very clean and have been for awhile. But of course, on my counter is a German chocolate cake our friends made for him for his birthday. He sat right next to me last night eating it, didn't wait till I headed to the bedroom to watch TV. He has ice cream every night with chocolate syrup but has the decency to eat it AFTER I've left the room. He wants to snack and gets frustrated if I don't have a bag of chips or crackers or the right cheese HE likes. It's very frustrating. He eats everything I fix for him but these added things are not helping. It's not that I like GCC, I don't it's the smelling it while he is eating. It's the crunch of the chips I can hear. AND I'M NOT A BINGE EATER EITHER! I'm making the right choices and that will be what helps me get this weight down. If I can just get it down to manageable for my body, my health, that is what matters. STICK TO MY GUNS!!!
Sunday, September 22, 2024
Good News, Bad News
I am back. Just can't seem to post here lately. Probably because I've been knee deep in 50th reunion planning. Plus I've been kind of worrying about my health. Oh, don't worry, I'm good. Went to the doctor Monday and proudly went in, stepped on the scale and didn't faint when it tipped a weight I've never been. DAMMIT! My blood pressure was great though and doc and I had a nice visit where he said, "I pronounce you healthy." That made me feel good but then I was off to the lab for blood work, which always makes me a bit nervous. I was right to be nervous because my glucose was way up, never has been and caused him to be concerned and request more blood work in the next month. He is on the verge of saying prediabetic. DAMMIT! We also discussed the weight loss drugs yet again and decided the shot-ones are not for me. The question of my thyroid and thyroid problems in my family is a no AND there's also the problem with constipation. I've had that problem most of my life until I started fiber which changed my life. I flat out told him I have a love affair with my bowel movements and I do not want to mess that up, he totally agreed. So he prescribed a pill called Contrave, which also has some of those issues, not as bad. I still have picked it up yet because my insurance, Medicare, which is supposed to cover it, is putting the brakes on. BUT, I've taken the bull by the horns and really started to do the very low carb diet, yet again. So since Tuesday morning till today, I've lost 3 pounds! I think I can do this.
Saturday morning I opened my emails while at the cabin and gasped when I saw a notice from an art show I had forgotten that I entered the past couple of weeks. It was a notice that I had juried into another art show at the Salmagundi in NYC! It's a different group than last time, and not only did I get one in the show, I got two in the show!!!!!
“I am happy to inform you that CLWAC’s jury of selection has accepted your work for the 127th Annual Catharine Lorillard Wolfe Art Club Open Juried Exhibition, at the Salmagundi Club, 47 Fifth Avenue, NY, NY to be held on November 19 through December 6, 2024, with awards reception and final removal on December 7, 2024.”
I'll share later which paintings are in it as they have asked to not put them on social media until the show starts. This show has prizes too! I was so excited I cried. It is validation that I am an actual artist, a good artist.
I'll keep you posted.
The weekend also brought a bit of bad news, family and friends. The brother-in-law is in the hospital with Covid and sepsis but is getting better. Also, just before our 50th class reunion next weekend, we lost a classmate, a well known one too. He battled cancer for several years.
In the meantime here are some more sketches I've been working on.