The other day I was rushing to the office yet again after rushing to the nursing home to see Daddy after rushing to the grocery store after rushing to the bank and so on and so on. It seems like that is all I do lately. But seriously, I was on my way to the office and while driving I saw a gaggle of women, friends, all walking together. And yes right now it is WAY too hot for me to do that but that green-eyed monster of jealousy reared its ugly head. Man what would I give for a gaggle of women like that. I bet they go to one of the ladies homes for a light breakfast and coffee or something. Oh jealous, not good. It was amazing that I almost immediately wanted to cry. Maybe I'm just down with all the Daddy stuff. Oops....just a minute...phone call...CRAP...that darned medical collection company for that stupid bill of Daddy's. The lady was asking about payment and I said I had paid it A MONTH AGO!!!!! Oh, you've made a payment. Yes, I paid the thing off, what do you mean payment and there is a BALANCE!!!!!!!! Crap, there goes the blood pressure!!!!! Talked to Daddy this afternoon too and even though he was great this morning when I saw him he's yammering to go home now, yet he still has a blood clot. Oh gosh, I have a headache!