Friday, March 19, 2010

Figured out something.

I have figured out something as of late.  I have figured out why my fingers have ceased to speak here.  I have pushed to get my blog read by people but that is a two-edged sword because it causes me to put a muzzle on myself.  I'm afraid of speaking my mind truthfully for fear of inflicting injury to family and friends.  It can be a wonderful thing to have readers but can really cause a hinderence to "freedom of speech", so to speak.  It can also hurt our business, so I zip it...

I've also been doing a little soul-searching about my life and my life with The Hubby.  First of all I have to say, I love my life, I love The Hubby.  I would not change a thing about it but I have questioned a few things and have yet come to a realization.  I have to think about where I came from and the time era of when I have lived and what society expected of me and my life and what my family and I have expected of me.  That said, I am accepting my life as it is.  Really my issues are minor and really petty and I need to grow up....HAHA, funny that is for a 53 year old woman don't you think. 

Today we are getting a hot tub.  I'm so happy and The Hubby is ecstatic.  We had a brand new one at the other house four years ago but the lady that bought our house wanted it.  We have missed having one for our aching mucsles and now, we will have one again.  Happy, happy, joy, joy!

5 comments:

Flea said...

Good for you! I'm currently dealing with my own pettiness and it's not pretty.

And oh my. A hot tub. Thanks for the reminder. We have a jacuzzi tub and I think I need the jets tonight.

Janie B said...

It's good to do a little soul searching at times. Congrats on the hot tub. I've never wanted one of those. I just don't get it. But I do like my jacuzzi.

Sweet Tea said...

To err is human; to admit it is to become a better person...Way to Go! Enjoy the hot tub!

Mom Mayhem says: said...

Oh!-I know what you mean on the double edge sword and blogging-Putting yourself out there but, then again maybe not too out there-I get it. Congrats on the hot-tub ours broke a few years ago-I sure do miss it too.

carma said...

Enjoy the new hot tub!!

I still regret ever telling certain people about my blog...if I could do it again, absolutely NO ONE that I know in real life would know of its existence.